Well, I have failed.

I didn't delete facebook. Goddamnit. I am still on the life-leech and I am somewhat ashamed.

I did, however, go through and delete a large number of "friends" with whom I really don't have any contact. And I plan on getting rid of more. When? Hopefully as soon as possible.

I didn't feel good while doing it. I didn't feel bad, either. Well, actually, I felt a little bad, but therein lies an interesting query; why would I feel bad severing an e-connection? It is a shame that I would feel anything at all when cutting an electronic tie to someone I don't even know. That right there should be enough to convince me to go all the way, but I guess something still grips me.

That being said, I suddenly feel the need to revamp my e-personality... recent thoughts in my head tell me that the way to conquer a beast is to employ the beast's own tactics... why should I fear facebook or the e-world? Why can I not make it work for me? Like those little fish that suck on to the bottom of sharks... REMORAS... I need to do that... become an e-remora... I like that.

First off? New AIM... AIM is a great tool, I feel. Or not, really... but whatever. Man, I just can't bring myself to care about much of anything right now... my head is swimming in a pool of caffeine, and it kinda sucks.

I need to start over... I have to. Lest I be made a slave of the e-world... the e-world should be, not so much my slave, but a useful and important tool... damnit.

I will be sure to keep track of how that is working for me...